M3, Mys3lf n I...

Once again, we were directed to Semashka hosp to do our neurology cycle. But from previous experience, we learned again that information from the dean office is seldom right....as the ppl in Semashka told us that our class is actually in 7th Hosp.....


This is the 2nd time we went to the wrong hosp fer class...!! thanks to the Inspector at the dean office.
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Had a rather interesting dinner today..... Mivina (local version of maggi mee a.k.a instant noodles ) ...but instead of the normal soup, i boiled it in balance raasam (indian sour soup )....turned out not bad at all...healthy too....

Started a new cycle today, Stomatology....n in the process learned that information from the dean's office is not always right. They informed us that my class would be in Semaska hosp, but whn we got there..the teachers there said that we are actually suppose to be studying in Zhe De hosp.

Ended up more than an hour late fer class....everyone did, so teacher forgave us....not a bad start to a new cycle....
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The class we were in had a balcony , with lotsa wine tree creeping around the fence....we happily partook the juicy n sweet grapes, n even managed to take-away some bk to d hostel.....
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It's the weekend again...best time of the week...!!...

Just had half a water melon fer lunch, n boy was it sweet n juicy.....

A cold nice meal fer a warm day...lovely....

Sayin Goodbyes are definately not much of a pleasant moment, especially saying it to someone close...but, that's reality, n life goes on....

This time around, it's sayin Good Bye to Celyn...one of my best buddy, my mamak kaki, partner in crime in Hospital while doing our attachment....n my sifu in conning ppl....haha.....

N not to forget that Celyn has this mole on her face that gives her that extra sexy look...n her black thick framed glasses that makes her looked like a 'naughty secretary' ...

U'll be missed gal, ....k, till next our next meeting, prob next year..

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It doesn't end there....2 days from now...another of my best bud , Mr Dhani will be flying off too..gotta go tru another round of sayin bye...not nice, not nice...
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There's more...2 days after that, i'll be saying my Good byes to the ppl i Love most, the ppl who gave me soo much....My family...

I guess, that's gonna be the toughest bying session...Gonna miss u guys soo much.....

N not to forget, leaving behind the best place to EAT....Malaysia, home n restourants n mamaks...

But, that's part n parcel of life, n i know i gotta go tru ...I've adapted well with saying byes....

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I'm gonna make sure i maximize n spend the last bit remaining of my this summer holidays well...

CheerZZ...

It was 7 am when my father came to wake me up to tell me he has some bad news. ....N bad news was an aunt of mine passed away.
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So, i ended up spending virtually whole of today at da funeral houze some 100 km away from my place.....n meeting up with long time no see relatives....

All i know is, i'm tired now.....i came bk to Kluang at 11 pm to sleep n hv my bath......
n i gotta hit the road again tmr morning to go over fer the funeral n to pay my last respects. ...n oh yeah, i'm suppose to help carry the coffin from her houze to a nearby church, located approx 10 mins away in walking minutes.....Hopefully the sun showz some mercy tmr....
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Live goes on...n on...n on.....No mood fer bloggin these days....all da mood goes to EATING!!.......not good, not good....Anybody wants adipose tissue?..free of charge!!!...come come, plenty of stock...

Peace out.Fat in.

t's been ages since i posted a blog....till i forgot how to navigate my way tru here...sheesh...nevertheless, here goes..

Moments of JOY are coming to an end...n it's gonna be back to Ukraine again, n to more studying....ohhh shoots, talking bout studying, i totally forgot bout studying fer my KROK due sometime as soon as we start the new sem.......now i feel soo screwed.

Albeit all plentiful fun that i've had n am having in msia, there is a bad side to it to...i've gained a massive amount of weight....12 kgs to be exact...n now...i'm rounder n cuter than ever...hehe.

I can't blog in peace, as i'm continously IMed..guess i'l blog again later, if i ever come to this site again.

Peace out.

As we passed....all we did was nod n say a unexcited monotonous 'Hi'......n we carried on with our duties.......

The ambience of awkwardness was sufficient to make me feel all lost and entrapped, pretty much disorientated....
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Beyond heartbroken, beyond words....left totally speechless

Dawn of the end unveils, shattering years of a wonderful friendship which supposedly should last as long as the soul remains in our body,

all killed by my remarks, remarks which sounds soo non-lethal, but taken in a total whole new aspect by the recipient, a whole new interpretation....resulting in me being judge in a whole different manner....

yet, whose to be blamed...me, yeah me...fer letting such remarks escape my oral cavity...though i neva meant a single word spoken....

My best fren shud know i'm fooling, joking....me being serius is a rare occasion.....I would hv expected someone close to me(like YOU) to know me better, but unfortunately....that wasn't the case.

I'm secretive, yeah..that's my nature...that's me....me not telling u anything doesn't potray any lack of trust i;ve wif u...

A dictionary quote would tell you that trust is vital in a friend...
Without having someone to rely on da friendship is doomed to end.....

so, naturally as mere human, unjustifiable as it sounds......I trust u loads,but it's my nature to be secretive to whoever it may be....

Yeah, i'm the bad hat in our Buddyship....I'm sorry, deeply madly trully sorry from the bottom of my heart...


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Albeit my apologies....all YOU could say is "thx...it was really great to have ya as a pal..".......

that's wow....nowhere even close bad news, ......that's a sad, depressed feeling,a hurt feeling....soo downing, deeper than the deepest oceans,

Should i say " YOU ARE WELCOME" ??


I couldn't ....i can't say anything.... i'm left in the dark, suffering the pain of how i screwed-up a beautiful buddyship.....

I would do anything to make up to YOU....yet, yet...something tells me i've lost u fer good, any method i attempt seems soo futile,pointless......gaining YOUR trust seems next to impossible...but i haven't concluded it's impossible....I'll neva give up...

Give me a chance again....will ya?....Strands of hope still remain within, the fire has yet to be completely extinguished......


Sadly, this is the present. Almost all colors within has gone....but i hope the seed of buddyship will grow again...n this time around, God-willing it'll last a lifetime.

Again, lemme say SORRY, my deepest regrets .......I acknowledge my mistakes....forgive me, will ya??

Suffering from terrible leg itch....which was the venue of feasting fer some local mosquitos at Nas place....

Hate those bloody things...more worried bout denggi , etc..
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Weekend passed like in a blink of an eye....n tmr is gonna be monday d...n that means PRACTICALS......which means, gotta wake up at 7 am or so n get to the hospital by 8.....Dang!!

Indeed i'm having some holiday..waking up at ungodly hours, time not appropriate fer holidays...well, i realize complaining is not gonna do me any good....suffering is part of education system....nothing comes easy ya...


Aaight, gonna check some mails n turn in early....wonder how the doctors are gonna treat us tmr....they better be good, else...else....ya, nothing.